I'm the same way actually, I was wondering who felt like this. It happens in times of stress for me, I just have trouble truly feeling my emotions, like I put up a glass wall between me and feeling the severity of my emotions. I think it's a coping technique I evoloved, but just cuz it helps keep me feeling negative, I have difficulty connecting my positive emotions like love and self-awareness. I'm not depressed either (don't think anywho ) but I'm guilty of appropriately responding. I know it's how I feel, I just can't feel the weight of it, and it's very frustrating. Relate?