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I'm sorry to read that your chronic pain has taken such a profound toll on your life. I hope what I write does not come across as "preachy". I never want to be so. My personal prejudice runs toward radical acceptance... simply learning to be okay with the way things are now & then figuring out what is possible given that things are the way they are. You mentioned that sculpting is frustrating & gives you headaches. Perhaps, at this point in time, this is simply not something that can work for you. But if you can find something... anything else that will... maybe this can help you to feel less irritable & to begin to put your life back together in some way or other. I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that it might be so...