this week has been hard, started at the weekend when i took youngest daughter to our friends so she could go away with them, she then txted us to say she was missing us even before she had gone, this is our baby, then our phones went down we could not talk to her via our mobiles, then second eldset rang to say the bus didnt turn up, so i sugested hanging on to till next bus, still no bus now so i had to do round trip to go get her at least 20 mile at 10.30 at night not what i want to do on a sat night

with daughter away the home is quiet but i dont get off that easy son has friend over tonight .

also my mind has started to think how lucky daughter is to get to go on holiday, she was meant to go to spain with the school but she pulled out saying she didnt want to go but we think she did it because we never realy had the money, its a shame i cant do these simple things for our children like a simple holiday