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Originally Posted by jjishere
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my schizphrenic boyfriend told me he was deeply in love with me but he keeps filing restraining orders against me. The first one was dismissed but he filed another one six months later when I emailed him trying to get him to respond to me via email. He had his emails blocked and I didn't know that he was reading them in secret after they went to the spam folder. I am still feeling rejected and abandoned. we had been so close and it is now almost two years since he walked away from me and told me to stay away two days after telling me he was hearing voices to kill people. I am not sure if I will ever see him again and am despondent. I tried to kill myself seven times to no avail. My son kept calling the cops on me...I wish i was dead..