A lot of people feel my personality is like jekly and hyde out in the world im a poet im described as warm helpful and sensitive but in hospital i change i hit my head violently against walls and bed rails i scratch until i bleed i try and climb everything i starve and dehydrated myself.my refusal to listen has got me in trouble many times and cause i come to the hospital so much then act out its seen as attention seeking behavior. But honestly I don't think i can help it i don't like being confined it makes me crazy.like solitary confinement. A place deticated to keeping me safe makes me not want to be safe it makes me want to hurt myself. it makes no sense that i come there they say .well yeah it does cause now i made a mistake and if i don't come to your er where you abuse me and once tried to throw my clothes out then i might die were someone will be traumatized finding my body

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