Passionfruit3, a lot of clients find hospitals trigger them. Whether it is the sterile germ free environment, the UV lighting, the loss of sense depravation, what ever it does trigger people. You feel institutionalized and it makes one go bizerk. I do feel for you. So if you know you are going to end up there, is there any visualization you can do to help yourself? Or can you request plants or something living around you to feel more grounded? It is a thought. Most people in the medical profession get on auto pilot that they pretty much move without thinking. I thank you for the candor to post this. I do believe you make people aware of the conditions and how to better improve them. I wish you well. tc