I was in my last relationship for half year and even though it's not very long time, it's hard for me to cope with it. I broke up with him and told him I don't love him anymore, which was and still is true. I had thought I could deal with it and move on, but I was mistaken.
I think the first warning was, that I had the most terrible migraine in last 2 years just a day after a breakup. I had been fine for a few more days, but then depression came and I've been feeling emotional pain almost non stop. It's been 2 weeks now and I already had suicidal thoughts. I am not in a mood to do anything at all, I feel like I have no energy left and there's no meaning into anything. In the last 2 weeks I had about 5 terrible headaches and pills stopped working for me so I am in nearly constant pain. I feel like I don't want to talk to people, to go out, or to be with anyone. My self confidence dropped dramatically, I feel useless and unworthy of anyone and anything.
Somebody please help me with this... How can I deal this issue?
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