Thanks Newtus and Door, I figure that talking about my thoughts is better than keeping them inside and letting them fester.

Door, I've been told here and elsewhere many times that when I write it does have a poetic quality to it. I'm not sure why that is, I don't do it on purpose I guess that's just how it comes out.

Thank you both for your kindness, it means a lot. I've had a long week... Things have been not so great for me. Im hearing loud voices like I can't even put on headphones to drown them out today.

It just, most people do not get it. It's like I'm being serious when I say my cognition and my thought disorganization make it impossible for me to go to college or even drive. Like, people don't get how bad it actually is. How I don't really function well. I have friends and stuff but leaving the house is hard on me... It's like I just like being in my own space because doing the whole talking to people and socializing is a struggle. Like, I don't know how to be "normal" when I talk to people and a lot of the time people just stop talking to me because I'm "crazy"/"different" and the like...

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