Don't let fear control you. We all need help sometime .If you share your problems you will get some relief . If you have been depressed over 2 weeks then you need a helping hand . I'm in my 8 th week and with help it is staring to lift but I had help and some drugs . No magic it takes a little work and time to pass.
There are answers out there but you have to ask for it . Read about claire weekes on you tube .