god like every month or two i develop a new tic at work. now it's because my coworkers and bosses all knock on my desk when they pass and it freaks me out so much, i tuck my legs up under my chair and my arms up to my chest so i can't feel them do it and i squeeze my eyes shut so i can't see it because any of those cues make me want to scream.

like i want to believe that my psychosis would be better if i just left all these stressors but lmao i doubt it. i'd just have to find another more stressful and lower-paying job where i couldn't block out AM or people noises. :^)