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Originally Posted by psycho mantis
god like every month or two i develop a new tic at work. now it's because my coworkers and bosses all knock on my desk when they pass and it freaks me out so much, i tuck my legs up under my chair and my arms up to my chest so i can't feel them do it and i squeeze my eyes shut so i can't see it because any of those cues make me want to scream.
like i want to believe that my psychosis would be better if i just left all these stressors but lmao i doubt it. i'd just have to find another more stressful and lower-paying job where i couldn't block out AM or people noises. :^)
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Omg I hate those repetitive things like people running into your desk. Like, I can almost literally twitch over stuff like that because it's annoying and makes me think my brain is going to explode it's like oh god just STOP IT PEOPLE. I can't people a lot of the time over stuff like this and other things too.
I always want to believe my psychosis will get better if I just do *xyz* too but eh who am I kidding? Just yeah I get it.
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