Well rambling or not I can totally relate to what you wrote. It's like your post was you taking a peek into my mind because it's also yours. Negative symptoms are awful, just as bad as the positive ones but in a totally different way you know?

I don't get depressed... But I do get more "blank" than usual and I'll be in my bed all day not inclined to move... Avolition and catatonic symptoms are linked for me. It's like my mind can only do so much and then everything shuts down...

Now I'm rambling. Hah.

Positive and negative symptoms are part of my every day reality/unreality too.

For me I always think that it's not that I'm out of touch with reality, it's like I'm in touch with more than one. I don't know, it made sense in my head.

Thank you for your support, it means a lot.

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