Because I'm now in Medicare, I had to switch t's again.
Turns out she's super nice and I think I like her. I didn't like having to tell my family info again though. The abuse stuff has me unnerved and near tears. I fought crying in her office. Idk how to process this. I hate it. She asked the last time I wanted to hurt myself and told her last week. I hate that question. I told her the intrusive thoughts and she asked if I was a cutter straight out and I was honest.
Traumatizing to talk about this stuff. :'(