I felt it necessary to say something here. I haven't forgotten any of you that have helped. I appreciate everything that was said and the kind intentions.
There are so many things happening that I am trying to handle and "putting out fires" within my relationship is all I can do at this time until further healing within me occurs.
I felt I at least owed this explainationt to all of you who have supported me. I have not forgotten any of you and feel that I cannot help someone else with relationships when I cannot even help myself. I need to heal all the past bad stuff first.
Thank you all ever so much
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"It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.