I had to go to an appt today with my pdoc so he could fill out disability paperwork. Man, he made it sound like I was really horrible off. I know I'm fine right now, but I know in a couple months things could change. What really got me was that he wrote: "(name) has a medical condition (schizoaffective/bipolar I disorder) that impairs her to consistently hold gainful employment." Also, "all symptoms cycle up and down in her to the point that she has not been able to and cannot be expected to hold consistent employment."

Anyways, since when am I schizoaffective? I was unaware of this. Also they filled out my all my diagnoses and put down ADHD. I thought that was taken off my record. I find the whole thing strange.

I'm going to take it to my lawyer tomorrow. Maybe I'll get disability this time.