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I have been very manic lately...although now sleeping much more due to being drugged out. I have now reached extremely high anxiety and paranoia which makes me want to run away and often does make me cry, even sob. It is not always pleasant.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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