Sometimes I'm not very smart... Even with my mom running my finances I took what allowance I had and gambled all but $8 away. Just washed down an anxiety pill with a beer. Feeling sorry for myself yet AGAIN. I have to get control of this gambling addiction. It's ridiculous...why of all things am I addicted to this...it has and continues to ruin all the good in my life. I have no control and I hate myself for it. Hoping to just sleep the rest of today and manage to pick myself up and go to work tomorrow instead of heading back into the black hole of depression that I seem to bring on by my own actions

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