the game was fun... we played Pandemic. i felt more comfortable this time. i was having fun then i realized i had to go home cuz i go to work in the morning. then i started feeling bad thinking about the murder and not feeling safe here anymore. today the police were searching the woods around my apartment building..

my T thinks its funny to call me janey.. he knows i dont like it bc he got it from a staff member at the old place who i didnt like. her name was janey. my middle name is jane and some people call me by my first +middle name. so it just progressed to that. every time he calls me janey i give him a face and he laughs... he must have called me it like 10 times tonight.

ok so im going to go to bed soon... i hope nothing terrible happens.