Hi,
So im still having a manic episode, however last week I was very high and not sleeping at all which went on for 6days, then I started to get a few hours sleep and started coming down. I saw my psychiatrist on Tuesday but was not so bad compared to last week, he upped my Seroquel and downed my anti depressant and said if I get worse or my mood shifts to contact him.
Well I txt him yesterday explaining that I keep getting like anger bursts that are getting hard to control and how im getting stressed out by everyone talking about me and wathig what I do. But he didnt reply.
Today my sister made me go to the doctors because she said im getting worse however the doctor said he cant touch me and to call my psychiatrist or go to hospital. Except I do not want to go to hospital but I also dont really want to call my doctor because I feel stupid ringing them telling them whats going on or whatever and I dont want to bother them again.
But since Tuesday I havent slept at all again and my mood has picked back up as in im getting high again, which to me isnt really a bad thing but my sister is whinging and using my niece as a pawn to get help.
Im meant to see my psychiatrist again on Tuesday so should I just wait or should I call and let them know that my moods picked up again etc???
Like at the end of the day I feel awsome and I dont see why people think thats a problem! But you cant win them all.
Thanks guys!
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