It's so hard to dredge this stuff up over and over again and have to start over. I'm glad you like her and I hope you feel better.

You are probably pretty raw and vulnerable now, so be very nice to yourself, (hot candle baths, warm fuzzy slippers or whatever you can do to nurture yourself) and make sure you protect yourself for the next few days till that heals over again.

((((((((HUG))))))))))