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Originally Posted by AuroraBorealis75
Start an antidepressant and it triggers hypomania. Add quetiapine and I'm dull, stupid, and fat. Get hooked on zopiclone due to chronic insomnia. Still have problems with anxiety. Come off Celexa because I keep going hypomanic. Start Welbutrin. Start purging because I hate my fat body. Stop Welbutrin because purging while on Welbutrin can cause seizures. Go on Cymbalta. Try this, try that. Try Abilify because of weight gain from quetiapine, and it makes my anxiety worse. Stop Abilify. Move to another province. Try neurofeedback therapy with no luck. Try another anti-anxiety drug and it gives me insomnia and restlessness. Stop that drug. Go off Cymbalta because it's not covered in my new province and it's bloody expensive. End up suicidal and in hospital for 9 days. Start Cipralex. Been on that for a month and I'm still depressed and having anxiety attacks. Now I'm on lorazepam (1 mg twice daily for 5 days). This has been going on since 2003. I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I had never started taking an antidepressant to begin with.
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I am also starting to think that medicine's make everything worse.