That is horrible chippermonkey. I think all sexual assaulters and pervs should be castrated, tagged and have microchips embedded into them. I don't view them as human. I once was on another forum (it was a pagan/new age forum) and the topic on one thread came to a subject on why pediaphelia is wrong. Some sicko said that he should actually be allowed to freely look at kids and do what he wants to them and didn't have any consideration for what's good for a child. As a parent, I was deeply disturbed and wonder exactly who the people really were on this forum.

I just thought of something about myself.
I could never figure out why people cry when their happy. I don't get upset when people are mean to me as much as it used to for some time. I feel almost completely emotionally numb. Of course I have outrage when I see injustices, I cannot handle seeing other people and animals abused and I get upset when over things people have said and done to me in the past. But I just don't feel waves of emotion as easily as others. I have to force myself to appear that I'm grateful. Not that I'm not when I get nice gifts but my mom has scrutinized how small my voice gets when I say thank you. It doesn't seem abnormal to me and I don't feel unemotional. But on the outside I guess I appear that way.