It's all about will-power. AA, gamblers anonymous can only do so much. It comes down to you taking control of your life and realizing what's important. You have to help yourself. Once you give it up, it all becomes easier. Youre 45 so I realize you have been told this.

I've given up drugs. And had a problem with gambling. Truth is, I still gamble, but in moderation. Even though, lately I have been betting on games with money I really can't afford to lose. I've stopped for long periods of time, and then usually go back to it for a couple weeks, its a cycle. I love the rush and the casino and everything you get out of it, but nothing feels worse then losing. Sends me into a depressed state for days, not good for bipolar.
Anyways, good luck I hope you can overcome your struggles

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