Thanks. Today is better. The bad memories aren't really playing back anymore. I feel like I'm vulnerable right now too.
I'm getting ready to go to my cousins to help babysit for FIVE days. All weekend

I don't do well bring away from home for long. It makes me uneasy and stressed out. But she lives too far to come home during the day. My aunt said they'd pay me so I hope so.

Heres to hoping I don't lose my sanity.