I asked my best friend if she wanted to be more than friends after months of tension building up between us, and she said yes, and I couldn't be happier!!!!!! My heart doesn't hurt just from talking to her anymore, it doesn't hurt at all!!!
I know I have to be careful because I have BPD, but honestly, in the past I've never initiated the relationships and when I did have crushes they were barely there. I've never felt like this before, and she says she feels the same, so I'm sure this is the right thing for us. It was just painful for a long time because of the suppressed feelings, but now it's out of the way and we can be happy! GAH I can't believe it!!

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