It seems all my personal problem threads go here...and what I really need is legal advice and moral support.

It seems every threads are about dealing with my mother.

I messed up my insurance. I never called my new physician so he kicked me out and the letter was sent to my mother's address.

My mother is going to try to force me to come home.

She says that this incident proves I lack the basic skills to live by myself and get a job, and that by having me live at home and work around the house, I'll gain all the necessary skills for life. You know, the ones I should have learned growing up.

I'm 211 and 4 months ago I basically ran away from home to get out of that hellhole that was causing my to collapse mentally. Hell, my mother still won't stop calling me even though I've started answering the phone with screams or insults. Last night I was truly suicidal and she still wouldn't leave me alone, even though her meddling was making everything worse (including tearing up about her own insecurities...who the **** does that?? Cries about their own problems while trying to comfort someone who just finished self-harming). I'm sorry, but our insurance is not so complicated and involved that she needs to call me 20 to!es a day. And every call is torture. All I want is for her to leave me alone. That's all I've wanted for years.

Another aspect of it is forcing me into psych treatment, which I wouldn't mind except for her history of meddling with my treatment and the fact that living with her is going to create a whole new set of problems.

I'm desperate to not go back there. I'm afraid I really will kill myself if I have to live there again. But my mother says she can legally force me to move back. She's talked about having me declared a Person in Need of Supervision, even though I'm too old...or legally disowning me so she never has to talk to me. ButI'm getting scared, especially if the law is on her side and I really do have to be taken away. But I'd sooner go to prison than back there.

I guess...will anyone even listen to me?