Skylrks and rainbowdove
I am DID and I struggle with alcoholism. I have been drinking a lot lately. I had been sober for 3 years and have slipped. Last week on vacation I spent over $400 on nothing but drinking. Then yesterday I was sitting in my T's office saying what I don't have a problem with drinking. So she told me to stop then. Of course I was drunk last night. I told myself I wasn't going to drink last night, I even called a friend from AA (from back when I went to meeting) and told him I wasn't going to drink. I hung up the phone and went and bought a bottle went home. I need to stop, I just have too. I don't know what to do anymore. Sometime I too wake up with a hang over and don't remember drinking the night before. Anyway I am rambling.
Nicole