Wow. Thoughts of cheating?! That would be my confirmation right there. I don't think I'd be able to handle my SO saying something like that to me, especially since you're going through a lot right now. He should want to be your rock, not ditch you. You've been together since you were 15 you say? Have you guys EVER dated other people at all? Maybe a part of him wishes he had more experience before settling down. But yea relationships take work, patience, compassion, understanding, along with so many other aspects. I wish I had more to say to help you out! Have you guys thought about counseling? Maybe now is the time. I hope everything works out for you two and I'm sorry you have so much on your plate right now.

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