I feel like shite.
my eyes hurt and headache sooo bad.

omg I had this really really real dream I went to prison for trying to kill myself and they took away my iPhone and gave me a wifi protected network blackberry that would take blurry pictures to hide the identity of the prisonsers. I was put in a less severe part of jail. I was first taken to the hospital but since I kept coming back to get cigarettes and roll my own cigarettes they considered me a problem and put me in level 1 detention center but its a step down from regular detention center. first thing that happened when I got there - a guy white - platinum blonde hair asked me my race and said "good to know, just to gget it out of the way". then he poured goo all over my hair when I turned my back to him. he was a white supremacist.

omg I could go on with the details.

it was like hospital but a jail. it was jail. for trying to kill myself. the hospital handed me over to jail. I slept on concrete slab with a thin mattress.

I only got 7 hours of sleep. where I usually get 10 or so. my head hurts so bad. it feels big. like its swollen.