gonna find a place with a girl...one of Ts clients . she is also in our therapy group. she is really chill...she has 3 jobs and an art studio. i will be in the same town as T and his center. he said i can hang out there more. he is super excited. i trust him to know that this girl and i will get along well. shes really nice... so i am ok with it. i didnt expect this but i am going to go forward with it. my T is most happy about me not being so isolated. we agree that my isolation exacerbates my symptoms. he was never really happy about me living alone. also the town is so much safer than where i am now. i am excited about it but also nervous. a lot of things are changing. everyone says its good...so i hope it truly is.