Yep, it sucks alright. I lost my job and had to go on disability. I can't leave the house on my own, and I have panic attacks when I drive or in crowded rooms. Large groups of people make me extremely nervous.

But I have to try to not make it suck. I'm on meds for the anxiety and I have a great therapist to bounce all my fears off of. This forum has also been helpful for me because I can at least communicate with people.