((((((( All )))))))
I have been in PC less and less... my DID system took a shaking after my former therapist finally died from cancer Oct. 10th. Other stressors and virtual disappearance of my former pnurse (who agreed to support me through an online DID program) has made it so that the Self is in jeopardy. Another internal adult (Elsa) has been spending more and more time as the front runner, which means I'm not present to remember to come to PC. It looks like Elsa is taking over - relieving me of my duties, as it were. It is sad, I feel myself fading to the back (or altogether when we stare at nothing for periods of time), but I want you all to know that I have appreciated your accepting welcome of me to the group and your care for me. I (Observer self, former front runner) will continue to think of you when I am "present" and try to get in here to say hello if poss. Elsa doesn't really connect with PC and has a lot going on to run the system... she has several times before - like our last several year absence from PC.
Please take care of yourselves; treat yourselves with care, sleep, proper food, and love.
I will be here when I can....
hugs,
.... me