My day was mixed. I thought I would sleep in but my damn burglar alarm falsely went off at 7:30 AM. I did lay back down but after I walked the dog. My racing thoughts were bad but I was able to sleep until 9:30 AM when mom called. I started stressing abt:
Would the Social Security try to give me SSi instead of SSDI?
What if Social Security do not give me all of my back pay?
What if I turn manic and blow my money?
I want to buy furniture. I had thoughts of what if I buy furniture that tears up in a year?
I fixed me and my daughter some breakfast and burned a candle. Later she started to really get under my skin. I sent her to her room turned the tv off and burned another candle again. I'm sitting here in the quiet. No tv, radio or talking. Just me typing and a candle burning and I feel kinda ok
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1). Depression
2). PTSD
3). Anxiety
4). Hashimoto
5). Fibromyalgia
6). Asthma
7). Atopic dermatitis
8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria
9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1)
10). Gluten sensitivity
11). EpiPen carrier
12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. .
13). Alopecia Areata
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