Do you only think like this when you are manic? Are you manic now? Are you manic and telling yourself that you're not? I noticed a lot of your posts mention God or religion. If you're in fact okay as you have a strong faith then screw what others think. But if you tend to only think this way when you're manic then you should seek help and contact your pdoc.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Seroquel 300mgs
Trileptal 300mgs
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