Thank you! I have always had, since I can ever remember, a "child like faith." I am trying not to be overly explicit with my faith as I am aware this board is primarily secular. However, I have a GREAT faith, generally. Three years ago, I had a psychotic break. At that time, I became hyper religious. A true zealot...I was absolutely insane. I lost my faith after and I want it back. Yes, I am manic, and yes, I tend to fall hard for my faith as such, but I need to get back to a HEALTHY place and that is difficult when just believing worries everyone.