hmm, well I had a nice trip- greaat time exploring the city a bit and seeing family - I think I was a bit sleep deprived or something because I ended up having a nice heart to heart with my brother the last night I was there after having a break down cry .- I was afraid that might happen while I was there- I told him I thought I should go back on depressants but I've been feeling great ever since then- I think I was just really tired- and perhaps I have an emotional disorder or something- I'll feel a build up and then things like that will happen- it was already starting before I left- I wish I had had time to let it run it's course before I went there- IDK, maybe I am an aspy afterall.