Thank you for your bravery and honesty. This is a good step in the right direction. I'm pretty sure you're not going to like hearing this, but you're probably looking at hospitalization and residential rehab if you can't kick this monkey on your own.
I was just reading some about it and it's wicked stuff
Some talk about getting on heroin to get off suboxone.
Just leave it to big pharma to introduce a drug that's more addictive and stronger then the drug it's suppose to replace and relieve. That's a real ruthless drug dealer.
I wish you the best hon.