I've been suffering from depression, anxiety, social anxiety, I'm pretty sure I'm bipolar too...and suicidal tendencies for quite sometime. Since I was eight years old. I'm nineteen now, going on twenty. When I was 13, I started self-harming. I did anything from cutting myself to burning myself, even taking pills to try and numb the pain. I'm not sure as to where my depression and issues originally started from. I have a hard time remembering my past. Maybe that's a good thing. I haven't self-harmed in a while. Maybe a year or so. But I have tried committing suicide before. I took a whole bunch of pills but I ended up throwing them up. I'm scared of death but I'm not afraid to die. I've convinced myself that maybe it's for the better if I would just disappear. When I was younger, a family member would hit me, make fun of me and purposely make me miserable...maybe that's the reason I am the way I am...I don't know~