I hear ya. I hate weekends too, and my T knows it. I also was just thinking recently how I always wish the best for people, but since my T hurt me, it hurts that she has such an active personal life, while I'm left here to suffer, thinking about how much she hurt me months and months ago. I know, I know, my own fault for staying, but I don't think this would just "go away" by quitting.

Just wanted you to know you aren't alone in any of these feelings.