So I got a new tattoo Friday on my back, planned for months, not a manic thing, and a neon pink semocolon on left wrist. My spouse Jo, is pissed, seems to think I should only spend the money I earn on us and her mom, none on me or my family. Did not sleep well Friday night. All this, mostly her anger and silent treatment, resulted in a VERY bad day yesterday. Jo pretty much not talking to me. She is yelling at all of us, me and the pets. I think I am having visual and auditory hallucinations. I am seeing things outside. I am hearing things on tv that make no damn sense, but then I cannot hear for $#!t, just ask Jo. I really needed to shower and go out and do things yesterday. Instead it is all I can do to sit here and breathe and not cry.