((((((Kax))))))) if ok.

I feel for you. I know what you're going through and it's tough. I didn't open my mouth and am now having to sort through all these issues. Please consider telling somebody. Don't keep the weight of all this on your shoulders, someone you trust, let them help you carry it.

A school counselor is good, but sometimes it's extremely difficult to open up to someone who you don't know if you should trust. Someone mentioned a grandparent. Perhaps your dad's parents or mother's parents, or an aunt or uncle. Someone you feel close to, who you think will help you.

I will be thinking of you and hoping that things get better. Sometimes, they only get better with intervention. Don't let him break you. You are a strong, capable person and you do not deserve what you're getting.

Take Care and ((((Hugs))))
Kimberly.