Hey the traumatic event is the reason I dont want them to know. They don't know that it happened. Yes I earn money, but we all put our salaries in the family joint account. Its not that they wouldn't pay for it. It's more like I don't want them to know what happened with me. I am afraid of their reaction. I feel ashamed of myself, I feel dirty coz of that. What if they don't accept me coz of that? It wasn't my mistake that the event happened, I was only 16 something, and I grew up totally sheltered, so much so that i didnt know what periods were till I got them, so I didn't completely understand until it was actually happening. I am just scared of their reaction.