Hi DocJohn,

I took a couple of depression quizzes already and i got 63 from the Psychcentral which indicated severe depression. I started feeling hopeless, weary and down for long period now. I'm talking about months but lately this is the longest one i'm not going out or talking to anyone for almost a month now. Even at home i'm not participating with their usual talks, i'm always alone and i prefer that, i'm scared of going out, i don't feel like meeting people. Like isolating myself to others. I feel my friends left me coz of this down feeling. And I always get this strong headaches sometimes i cry coz of pain and it pushes me to take pain relievers over the doses. I attempted to take a number of pills at once but luckily i'm still ok and nothing happened to me, except my monthly period became irregular. Sometimes i don't have my period for 2 months then i'll have it the next then stops again. I just feel like doing a permanent soultion to this temporary problem.

This all started when my lil' bro hurted me, he punched me evrywhere my body, since then i lose this self-esteem and can't hardly cope up again. Please i really need help...........
I'm always praying that somebody could help bring back the interest in life and how to pursue living it......