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Old Nov 08, 2015, 08:01 PM
Eleny Eleny is offline
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Originally Posted by SirMoos View Post
Honestly I can say I can relate to all of this during different parts of my life. I too have a family history of alcoholism and I have ended up in some very dark places. I have been sober nine days now and I don't plan on going back. Can you find something else worthwhile to fill the gap and make a new routine?

I wanted to add that the fact of you worrying about it means it's something you need to address no matter what you decide in the end.

Thank you for your reply and well done on being sober.

One thing I've noticed is that my drinking has begun to increase. It started out as 1 glass of wine to relax after work, now its 2-3 glasses and the aim is to get drunk, and if I run out of wine and I don't feel drunk enough I'll go to the fridge and see what else is there.

The hard part is that even though I'm worried and I know I should find a new routine, I really don't want to stop
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