Hello. I am not diagnosed with any mood disorder, but I relate to them a lot. There is a trigger in here, and I'm on my iPad so I can't add one. Today I was really depressed. It started off at being really irritable, like if someone said something I didn't want to do, I would complain and feel angry inside. I wasn't sure if I was irritable in a happy or sad state because yesterday I felt really happy the entire day for no reason. But when my mom said stuff about not being healthy and getting on my case on that, I knew I was super sad. I haven't wanted to eat because my mom has been judging that I eat too much, which I agree I do, but mentioning it makes me super self-conscious about it. So I haven't had anything since lunch today and I don't want to eat at all until I am slim, but I feel that is really unhealthy of me to do. I have no motivation to do like anything. I want to lose weight, but I want it to magically go all the way, which is impossible. I walk half an hour everyday, and place soccer once a week for an hour. I really love food, so if I eat some, I want more. It makes me feel happy, like I'm alive. How can I change this? Thanks for the response.

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