I have been coughing up blood for the last few days. It's part of the lupus which has destroyed my lungs. It really stinks. I will call the the doctor tomorrow but there is not much they can do. With the he added stress of what's going on with the kids plus our up coming trip it might just be to much for me to deal with right now.

I am so tired, tired of this illness and tired of being sick all of the time