Your posts have always brought me comfort.
It seems like replying to threads brings you peace of mind (except for having to wake up feeling like a basket case)... so that's kinda like meditating too, right?
I'm glad you like to help; I know it is much appreciated.
(I thought to become Buddhist eons ago, but I never could get past the hallucinations and voices while meditating... I did learn through attempting to meditate that I had more inner chaos than I knew about.)