I'm needed here. To cook, mother, schedule, do wash, etc. Mom/wife stuff. If I'd walk away if hurt a great deal of people. But if I stay I'm slowly killing my own soul.
You need a break, does your husband help out much? You sound exhausted.

I do understand, my husband was useless, selfish and lazy though.
I remember at one stage feeling like a robot. Endless housework, lonely, without any support, no break, no appreciation, rarely getting out. Cinderella, that what I felt like.
Its not easy being a mum.