I'm very insecure. I tend to take personality traits of people I meet or see on TV. I use this as a way to mask myself. I've done this for so long, I'm not even sure I know who I am anymore.

Luckily I'm just now figuring out why I became like this and I'm working through it. My past was very tumultuous and horrific. I think it was my minds way of dealing with the stress. I try to be "Perfect" so no one will notice my past.

After I developed extreme pain that I believe was brought on by a car accident, I've realized that this pain is what causes me to remain locked away. I'm starting to be treated for fibromyalgia.

I'm okay with me getting insecure, I just need to find a way to help with the pain. Then I think I'll begin to start discovering my true self again.

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