I am 20, and now i feel that sex is DISGUSTING. Sometime i even want to throw up when my friends mention those horrible stuffs about sex to me. I used to have sex about over a year ago with my ex-bf . But i had never enjoyed it even once. And whenever i think about it, i feel i hate myself, i hate being a human that have to do these DISGUSTING stuffs.
Is it normal to be feeling like this? I'm worrying about my future, the marriage life...